by Peter Goyette (’22)
On Saturday, May 21, my classmates and I became the first class to graduate from the New England campus, 50 years after Thomas Aquinas College first opened in California. During the Baccalaureate Mass and Commencement ceremony, I was stirred by the realization of how much God has providentially transformed our lives. While I cannot speak for my classmates in detail, I will offer the following reflection of my own experience:
When I consider the last six years of my life, I see that, despite my own poor sense of direction and my tendencies toward sin, God has nonetheless cared for me and offered me a better life. I see His love for me, especially through my time at Thomas Aquinas College.
I came to TAC to find good friends and a wife, but most of all to find a real sense of purpose. I was unhappy and restless in my childhood, especially during my high school years. I was too lazy to study and too focused on pleasing myself such that I didn’t have good friends and wasn’t even a very loving brother or son. My life was stagnant, and my heart was cold. I did have the Faith, but I did not make it my own.
I remember a particular night six years ago, when I tearfully prayed three sorrowful Rosaries prostrate in the rain (one of the rare times when I prayed on my own). I pleaded to Mary that God would change my life and save me from my habitual sinfulness.
So I looked to TAC to provide a new setting that could help me to live a better life. I began on the California campus for freshman year. I enjoyed it somewhat and planned on staying there all four years. All of my friends were staying there, too. Then, one November day, I impulsively decided to transfer to the New England campus for the sake of adventure.
To Northfield I went. I was in a new place and was relatively unfamiliar with my own classmates. I quickly fell in love with the tranquil beauty of the campus. And, over the next three years, I also came to love my classmates and appreciate the special bond we had as members of the same first class. I was inspired by the good social, study, and prayer habits they modeled.
During these years, I came to deeply enjoy the intellectual life. Following the lead of my classmates, I tried to take advantage of the great tutors, the insightful readings, and the thought-provoking classes. I always found that whatever effort I put into my studies paid off. Even though most of what I learned wasn’t of direct practical value, I found that the truths were beautiful and invigorating to behold.
Even more, I found new purpose through regular prayer. A friend I admired had the habit of praying extra time in the Chapel. Following this example, I prayed more on my own, especially on nights when I had some free time. A newfound inner peace and stability crept into my everyday life.
During Lent in my junior year, I began to realize a desire within myself for religious life. I noticed that through my everyday life of study and prayer, I was becoming more joyful. So, I took steps toward discerning with the Norbertines and Dominicans. By the end of December that year, I began an application to join the Eastern Dominican Province. On St. Patrick’s Day I was accepted to join the community and will enter this fall.
Although I consider myself unworthy of such a privilege, I am elated. The life of a Dominican friar consists of prayer, study, contemplation, and preaching. At Thomas Aquinas College, I have had a taste of just such a life, and I have become so happy and joyful as a result. I have worked with my classmates to come to the truth, and to grow in love through this common pursuit.
Living the life of a Dominican religious priest is thus an answer to my prayer to Mary six years ago. If God gives me the grace to persevere in this vocation, I will dedicate myself to contemplating His beautiful truths, and then to sharing this beauty with the world.
I am nothing short of being shocked by the generosity of God. My prayer has been answered more fully than I could expect. Having already given me wonderful parents, God also guided me to and through Thomas Aquinas College, where I discovered my vocation in a life dedicated to the joyful pursuit of Wisdom.